Baby Daddy
Mr. Polarama freaked me out last week by saying that he was "open to the idea" of us having a baby in the near future. Huhzzuuh? I thought I was hallucinating when he said that. It's not that I don't want kids--I definitely do. It's just that I expected him to be the one who is less ready to handle a wee one in our lives. I'm supposed to be the mature one! Now I feel all this pressure to catch up with him. Maybe this is what he felt like when I was waiting to get engaged.

And then there's the bigger question...why aren't I ready? I think babies are cute. I'm just not sure I can handle one living with me 24/7.